Ordained Tonight, Unreliable Tomorrow

Things all seem surreal right now. I don't know what to do or think about anything. I can't make decisions about what I want, and what other people want. Not that I decide what other people want, but I can normally decipher their desires and intentions very easily.
I am gone at this point. Mentally out the window.
There are only two weeks left of school. This weekend marks the beginning of the end of it all. Then next year will come. Then another. How exciting.
At least I will have something to do. I do need distractions.
I hate slam poets. They are entirely too unreliable. This one in particular? I could totally shank the bitch and I really would like to just tell him what's what.
Oh well.
I don't understand the educational system some times. If a teacher has worked with students for two years, and has done so well, I believe that teacher should continue on with the students for another year.
Just my opinion. No big deal.
My nails are pretty much in horrible shape. After biting away all the polish I might of well gotten them ready for acrylics and then never had the acrylics applied. Smoothed, buffed, and then shined them though. So now everything's perfectly lovely.

Evening.

Ya Virgin, We Set Tom.

Today was the last day of the semester. My last class seemed to end so quickly. My teacher is moving away, she's getting her masters in Ohio. I kind of wish she would stay and continue to make my life a living hell. I will miss that petite, sweater vest wearing disruption. Our day by day planned semesters were just the thing to kill the end of every week. I only had her twice. I'm kind of making a big deal out of nothing.

I expected things to happen today. Instead I ignored people, I walked around lazily, and I know I will do the same tomorrow. People used to call me a slut until they realized I wasn't. Simple as that. Now that I'm bored, I kind of wish I could have the confidence to be one. I don't, so no cigar for me.

I repainted my nails last night. Then I chipped them all today, except for my left pinky nail. I bit off all the polish on my right thumbnail though. That is probably because I did not take the time to add an acrylic, teeth hating top coat. My nails are kind of in a bad place right now.

I never feel well anymore. I think it's because I never eat at scheduled intervals and I have no self control. Sleep might help as well.

I think I might get some right now. That's probably a really good idea.

Night.